Zvi A. Sesling has been published in more than 100 magazines including Midstream, Poetica, Saranac Review, Asphodel,
New Delta Review, Ibbetson Street, Istanbul Literary Review, Chiron Review, Main Street Rag and Haz Mat. In 2004
he won Third Prize in the Reuben Rose International Poetry Competition (2004) and First Prize (2007). In 2008 he was selected
to read his poetry at New England/PEN "Discovery" by Sam Cornish, First Poet Laureate of Boston. In 2009 he was a finalist
in the Cervena Barva Chapbook Contest and his volume of poetry, King of the Jungle was published recently by Ibbetson Street Press. He edits the Muddy River Poetry Review.
Happy Ending
By Mindy Aber Barad
Silent hallway,
Only my ears ring.
No emergency screams pass,
Just soft whispers of the children -
Their noses in Tehillim.
This long comma,
Separates their bickering
From good-night whining -
To be expected within the hour.
Feet will stamp
They will push each other.
I will pour every ounce of my patience into them
Gently
Lovingly
As I send them home.
When my older son returns,
Alone,
We quietly make Kiddush.
Eat small portions.
No, this is not the way
I had planned dinner -
Alone,
With one child,
In the waiting room.
We are filled by so little,
Spent with prayer.
My son begins to hum a favorite Nigun,
I join in automatically.
Only after,
Do we look at each other
Questioningly
Is this the right thing to do?
We sing as if at table,
As if no one is lying anesthetized,
Breathing aparatus covering face,
Behind many doors.
We sing his favorite songs -
And they are ours.
The hallway is now not so silent.
Other children bicker,
People sing.
Others in pain -
The tired
The visiting -
All enveloped in His peace,
Waiting,
Praying
For a happy ending.
Mindy Aber Barad moved to Israel in 1977, has a BA from Washington University (St. Louis), and an LLB from Hebrew University. She practiced law, but writing is her first career choice. In 1997 she won second prize in the Jewish Librarians' Choice competition, for a children's story. Her poetry, stories, book reviews and essays have been published in Poetica, Wild Plum, Current Accounts, the Jerusalem Post, the Jewish Press, CyclamensandSwords.com and other publications both on and off line. Most recently Mindy has become the Israeli co-editor of The Deronda Review.